Bettacreek
Almost Self-Reliant
Not really sure where to post this... Anyways, I get phases where I must be low on something. My body and mind start to crave EVERYTHING. I'm in one of those "ruts" right now. Now I'm not sure what's what, as far as deficiency and bi-polar, but it seems to go hand in hand with certain things. The past few days I've been eating almost CONSTANTLY, and I don't mean snacking, I mean four full meals in a day, when I usually only eat one meal, sometimes two and sometimes every other day. So, lately I've been eating like a horse, and even after bloating myself like a dead deer along the highway, I STILL want to eat. I also feel like I have to go shopping and I drive the boyfriend crazy with my neediness (want to talk CONSTANTLY and just need so much more loving attention, like, way too much). I also get to the point that I start to see "stars" when I haven't done anything to cause light-headedness, and get short of breath and collapse sometimes. Right now I just feel slightly weak (sometimes it gets REALLY bad) and my whole body feels pretty numb. The passing out and such is why I think it's more deficiency related than bi-polar, though some are mental/behavioral issues. I just bought kid's gummy vitamins (which are a b*tch to chew, btw) and 5000IU vitamin D3 (doc said that might help out my joint issues). I'm hoping SOMETHING works, because I know I can't keep this crap up. I know it's got to be totally irritating to the boyfriend to be so damn needy and when I'm working with clients, I can NOT be passing out!!! Anyone have ANY kind of advice or input please?