Cecilia's Journal

[Cecilia's-life]

I don’t think I can just sit here anymore. I have to push. I just can’t do it. My hormones are taking over at this point. I’ll talk to you later. Maybe I won’t be pregnant anymore

 

[Cecilia's-life]

Interesting thing I accidentally experimented LOL



Me 2 minutes before a contraction:

I don’t think I can just sit here anymore. I have to push. I just can’t do it. My hormones are taking over at this point. I’ll talk to you later. Maybe I won’t be pregnant anymore

And also:

These babies have been head down resting on my hips all day. I have to push. I’m sorry.

Me 3 minutes after a contraction:

My water still hasn’t broken. I’m in the bath now trying to calm myself down. I don’t want babies today. I just keep repeating it. The look on Gianna’s face when I told her I wanted to push was all it took to change my mind. I’m not having my babies in this awful hospital. I have to pull myself together.



I was just trying to write down my thoughts so I wouldn’t forget. Turns out I’m crazy I haven’t had a contraction in maybe 4 minutes.

 

[Trying2keepitReal]

live into the moment. listen to your body, it will tell you what is right. breathe in and breathe out

 

[Cecilia's-life]

live into the moment. listen to your body, it will tell you what is right. breathe in and breathe out

Deep breath.

 

[Trying2keepitReal]

Deep breath.

yes! this all the way. don't focus on the pain or pushing, just breathe.

 

[frustratedearthmother]

What is the OB staffs suggestions about your urge to push? Are they still actively trying to stop the contractions with meds?

 

[Cecilia's-life]

What is the OB staffs suggestions about your urge to push? Are they still actively trying to stop the contractions with meds?

Yeah they are. OB said it was hormones and to just “ignore” it. The meds aren’t working. I can feel a baby pressed against my cervix. I think if the med we’re working that wouldn’t happen. 6 cm.

 

[frustratedearthmother]

OB said it was hormones and to just “ignore” it.

I have no words....

Still hoping for the best for all of you!

 

[Cecilia's-life]

My water (or at least one of them) broke about 10 minutes ago. Gianna is on her way. If y’all don’t here from me assume I’m in labor! Name reveals to come.

 

[Cecilia's-life]

No baby yet! They have given me antibiotics to prevent infection. They still want the pregnancy to continue. Hopefully for more than a few hours.