Concerning, the fact that I have not been in that community for a very long time, but you do seem like a good, kind and honest person with principles which is a endangered breed of people these days. I assume that you raised your son expecting of him nothing less, then you expected of yourself, which made him just as good person as yourself. Then why does it always have to happen to a decent person, such thing. Not a druggie, a dealer, mobster, gang member, or some other scumbag. But you will endure, you will survive, remember that you have a huge, sometimes a little bit pathological, but a loyal family here. I think, I can say it for all of us here, God be with you and your family, and we all pray.
O my gosh honey, I just saw what happened. I'm so sorry for you....we're thinking of you and praying for you and your family to get through this. I can't imagine what you're going through.