Sistah - I know how it is! I was asked once in a job interview what I thought my worst character trait was - uhhhhh, duh... I am terribly impatient. That's why all this stuff with DH is driving me absolutely bonkers...but it's a good way to "practice" patience, lol.
I think I'm going to start tearing my truck apart and rebuild it. I'm bored and need a project. And the truck needs some work anyway. Since I didn't sell it like I planned....gonna YouTube the whole process for giggles.
I will definitely be careful. Not trying to get injured doing this, I just want to learn something new. May never do it again...but I want the experience of having done it once.
Anger can be good fuel. I'm feeling like I'm in a similar spot. I'm so dang tired of carrying around the debt (while it's not much, it's enough to bug the crap out of me). I'm tired of being stuck in the same spot and not moving forward. So we'll see what happens next but I'm ready to get moving and shaking!!
Hope things have leveled out a little bit more today for you!