Bettacreek - New home? Plus a pic of some of the ladies here

[Bettacreek]

Oh, and an update on soap... I've run out of castor oil. Will have to hit Walmart to get some more. In the mean time, I've made a loaf of laundry bars. I'm hoping that they cut well. They turn out pretty darn hard. I'll probably have to cut it quickly before it's too late. Waiting on gel now, gelled coconut soap looks pretty neat! I've also made another batch of salt soap for a swap, plus OMH soap with oat bran in it. Even ventured into colors, using yellow iron oxide to swirl some color into a honeysuckle batch. Waiting for black iron oxide to arrive so that I can pump out a batch of black and red swirled Dragon's Blood. I'm cooked for the night, heading to George's house, but tomorrow I'll be cranking some more soap out.

 

[Bettacreek]

Oh, when it rains, it pours. On top of this school bull (which I have a letter in to the president of the Adult education portion of the school now), the boyfriend and I are not going so well. He said that weekends work better for him as far as the boys and I coming over... So, unhappy as I might be, I tried it. He wasn't home all weekend. I saw him for about 2.5 hours. I ended up leaving Saturday when he said he didn't know when he'd be home because he'd be on the bike. My three year old had his birthday party yesterday, and he wasn't sure if he could make it (because he wanted to ride bike). So I said to him, "if you wanted to end it, you could have easily ended it, but don't tell me weekends work better for you when you have no intentions of being around anyways". So, he said that he wasn't fighting over riding, period, so let's just end it. I said it wasn't about the damn bike, but ok. Later he texts saying that he needs to think about it, etc, etc. My stuff is out of his house. I just don't have the time or energy to waste on someone who has no intentions of spending any time with myself or the boys anyways. Especially on top of everything else that's going on. I figure what the heck, I'll get through my school bullcrap, then possibly date around casually... Dinner, a movie, drinks, whatever, then when I'm ready to go home, I hop in my car, thank them for the meal or whatever, and leave. I guess I'm just not in the mood to deal with anyone, except maybe once in awhile, when I choose to be around someone and not want to kick them in the balls simply for being a man, lol.

 

[snapshot]

I'm pulling for you! Just do what's best for you and get through all this!!!!

 

[moxies_chickennuggets]

Ditto on pulling for you Betta. BF sounds a bit confused...and not at all supportive of what you are dealing with right now.

 

[Dawn419]

You definately don't need that kind of bs with everything else you're dealing with, right now!

 

[Denim Deb]

You need to do what's right for you and your boys, not worry about someone else.

 

[Bettacreek]

So, I decided to be nosey and look at his phone and his facebook. He's following other women... Literally. Trying to find them at the park and loaning them $300 or $150 at a shot (the $300 one for new clothes, nontheless, can you imagine how many clothes and other things you could buy not only for yourself but your entire family for $300?!). He's just an idiot. This isn't the first time I've caught him chasing after other women. I guess it's my stupidity for giving him 5+ chances at it. He can have at the money grubbing women. I hope that makes him happy.

As for me, still waitin to hear from the president. Meanwhile, I've been enjoying my life... Kayaking, fishing, shopping (with coupons of course) and soaping, along with other things that I actually enjoy. Figure I should live it up for the next week, until I figure out what's going on with my life and school!

 

[hqueen13]

Good for you!

 

[Denim Deb]

If you weren't so far away, I'd suggest we meet up and go kaynoeing.

 

[pinkfox]

*hugs*
i dated a guy like that...

your an amazing, strong person...you dont need him and his bull!