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Beekissed

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Oh, if I could only hook you up with my mom right now...you and she could compare stories and revel in the hope of a brighter day ahead. Soooooo glad you are making a move towards the light! :hugs
 

FarmerDenise

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It brings you down to the bottom of your soul to have to live that way!
Bee, that is exactly the way I feel. I am not myself anymore.

I just keep praying.

I also placed an ad in freecycle for a mobile home or RV. I can park it on my property and live in it, until I can get a job and find something better.
 

FarmerDenise

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He's been all sweet this evening, after I made dinner, fed all the critters, did dishes etc.

But no-one ever talked to me the way he did this afternoon. And I don't do well with ultimatums.!!!!

Please keep me in your thoughts. It helps knowing you are out there.
 

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Im so sorry you are going through this. I dont know whats wrong with some men sometimes. Beekissed is right on all accounts. Nobody deserves to have to live that way. I hope you can find a way to find your independence soon. It's not going to be easy but it WILL be worth it. You are in my thoughts and prayers.

Thank you for posting the bread recipe. My mother loves making homemade bread from scratch. I instantly forwarded it to her. Me myself I love my bread machine:) I actually got my bread machine from my mom. She said she just couldnt bring herself to use it, felt too much like cheating....I guess im a big ol Cheeter:lol::lol:
 

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Hey sweetie...I just wanted to send you some love and prayers for a smooth transition. You will be just fine :)

From what you have said it sounds like he needs a good medical exam. Is there anyway to get him to go to a Dr? Perhaps your leaving will motivate him to examine his odd behavior.

My BIL has always had a temper. He was off the charts pain in the butt a few years ago...everything in his world pissed him off. Turns out his blood pressure was thru the roof! After messing around with some meds till they found the right one, he has settled down and is now calmer than he was before.

Your SO needs to be checked out!
 
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