ohiofarmgirl
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sorry, honey. what an awful way to start the day.
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I don't think you're hard hearted at all. Just because you haven't cried doesn't mean you aren't greiving. I think putting her next to the blueberry bushes was a nice touch. She'll be remembered each time you pick berries. And, your son was very brave to help.Quail_Antwerp said:Thanks guys. I am fine. I hate to say this, and hope ya'll won't hate me, but as much as I loved little Autumn, I'm not grieving for her like I would have as a younger me. We've had so much animal loss over the last couple of years, I guess I've come to expect it and to take it in stride as part of life.
Do I sound hard hearted?
I gave little Autumn a proper burial, but I haven't cried. That doesn't mean I didn't love her. Honestly, my FIL seemed to take it harder than me. He just stopped in a few minutes ago to ask E a question, and he genuinely seemed heartbroken over little Autumn.
He did help me in a small dispute with E, though. E was adamant "No more house dogs" and wanted me to keep Gracie outside. My FIL aided me in my argument to keep Gracie in the house. I WON! Gracie is a house puppy! Where up until today, E was only allowing Autumn in the house. Very sad for Gracie.
Gracie is very upset with me right now, because I gave her a bath. She hates baths. I towel dried her, but now she's running her damp self all over my furniture and the carpet. I'm glad E went up to his dad's so he's not seeing it
I'm going to be combing her out here in a bit, something else she hates, and then next week, I'm going to take her to the groomers for a puppy cut.
I hear you there sister!!Quail_Antwerp said:I'm not ready for winter. I didn't get enough summer!
Wish it would dry out here so I could dig taters. We get these 2" rains about every 5 days or so. I'll bet I have about 6 bushel of potatoes to dig! I'm going to be very upset if they start to rot in the ground because they just don't taste as good that way.Quail_Antwerp said:Also have some potatoes to finish digging before the rain comes in. The kids enjoy picking up the potatoes while E and I dig them, and they turn it into a real contest to see who can grab the unearthed potatoes first
That's what E was concerned about, too. He was afraid if we didn't get them dug up, they'd rot in the ground. We only had one row left to dig. Got 'em up and out of there.Tallman said:Wish it would dry out here so I could dig taters. We get these 2" rains about every 5 days or so. I'll bet I have about 6 bushel of potatoes to dig! I'm going to be very upset if they start to rot in the ground because they just don't taste as good that way.Quail_Antwerp said:Also have some potatoes to finish digging before the rain comes in. The kids enjoy picking up the potatoes while E and I dig them, and they turn it into a real contest to see who can grab the unearthed potatoes first