MorelCabin
Quilting Extraordinaire
Okay this past couple of weeks has been rough on me. I think I've had too much company and everything else seems to be going wrong at the same time.
My oldest son called me on Friday afternoon...bawling, he's in the hospital 2000 miles away and has tried yet another suicide attemp...he called to cry and tell me how much he hates me and wants to die but it never works out. All I knew how to say was "I honestly don't know what to do..." so he hung up on me and I haven't heard anything since Friday.
That happened twenty minutes before our weekend company arrived...which was a good thing sort of because I didn't have time to think about it much until last night...AFTER dinner with my neighbors (the ones with the dog that has killed alot of my birds over the last few years)
That is another sroty...so we were having dinner and I hear my hens going crazy so i go out there to find out that thier dog got another one of my birds. I brought the dead bird right into the kitchen while they were having dinner and plunked it in the garbage saying we needed to do something about thier dog (again) So the guy gets all mad because I am going to put my dogs collar on it and shock it out of my yard (it worked for 8 weeks until last night)
He pulls this fit on me and leaves with his family.
So I decided that's it, I got rid of all my birds today, gave some away. Killed some. Cleaned out the coop, tried not to be angry with my neighbor, but I AM! Tried not to think of my son, who I have no idea is alive or dead at this point...
I came in this afternoon and took a nap, woke up a little cranky WOULDN"T YA KNOW IT!
And then DH gets all upset with me because I am not in the greatest mood, and walks out the door...
I just needed to vent, sorry
My oldest son called me on Friday afternoon...bawling, he's in the hospital 2000 miles away and has tried yet another suicide attemp...he called to cry and tell me how much he hates me and wants to die but it never works out. All I knew how to say was "I honestly don't know what to do..." so he hung up on me and I haven't heard anything since Friday.
That happened twenty minutes before our weekend company arrived...which was a good thing sort of because I didn't have time to think about it much until last night...AFTER dinner with my neighbors (the ones with the dog that has killed alot of my birds over the last few years)
That is another sroty...so we were having dinner and I hear my hens going crazy so i go out there to find out that thier dog got another one of my birds. I brought the dead bird right into the kitchen while they were having dinner and plunked it in the garbage saying we needed to do something about thier dog (again) So the guy gets all mad because I am going to put my dogs collar on it and shock it out of my yard (it worked for 8 weeks until last night)
He pulls this fit on me and leaves with his family.
So I decided that's it, I got rid of all my birds today, gave some away. Killed some. Cleaned out the coop, tried not to be angry with my neighbor, but I AM! Tried not to think of my son, who I have no idea is alive or dead at this point...
I came in this afternoon and took a nap, woke up a little cranky WOULDN"T YA KNOW IT!
And then DH gets all upset with me because I am not in the greatest mood, and walks out the door...
I just needed to vent, sorry