Abifae - Ciao Babies!

[abifae]

Yeah, and there are those of us in the same boat after decades beyond where you are right now!!!!

I hate interviewing and related process more than I dislike my current job.

SD posted a good idea - get a plan together that you can get your head around, doing things in chunks. Celebrate the little successes.

Exactly. lol.

I don't really have marketable skills. So I just plod along.

I think I'm just in a mood cuz I just finished cascading and I'm tired and hormonal and stressed and tired of living in a society with which I've no desire to connect.

I'll try to figure out which parts I can get my head around and try to put them in a plan. It's all disjointed.

I am really hoping my new schedule helps. I'm on several months of getting up at 6 am and that always makes things harder on me. I get a bit less connected to any reality. lol.

 

[FarmerJamie]

Yeah, and there are those of us in the same boat after decades beyond where you are right now!!!!

I hate interviewing and related process more than I dislike my current job.

SD posted a good idea - get a plan together that you can get your head around, doing things in chunks. Celebrate the little successes.

Exactly. lol.

I don't really have marketable skills. So I just plod along.

I think I'm just in a mood cuz I just finished cascading and I'm tired and hormonal and stressed and tired of living in a society with which I've no desire to connect.

I'll try to figure out which parts I can get my head around and try to put them in a plan. It's all disjointed.

I don't believe that. :/

Even those of us without the challenges you have periods of time where we just want to go crawl under a rock and hide.

You got lemons - make lemonade, or a gluten-free lemon bar....

 

[abifae]

I don't believe that. :/

Even those of us without the challenges you have periods of time where we just want to go crawl under a rock and hide.

You got lemons - make lemonade, or a gluten-free lemon bar....

Growing up I wanted to be an assassin, then a geisha (they danced and were artists) and then a geisha assassin. And then my dad tried to get me interested in being a surgeon because I could legally cut people up.

I once asked him if I'd make a good serial killer and he said no because I'd enjoy it too much and tell everyone I was doing it.

LOL!!!

So now when I think of jobs, I try to think of legal jobs which I could actually have and it narrows the field a lot.

And I don't have challenges!!! I've read a lot and I know that every one else has trouble with all the same things I do. I am just chucking lemons at peoples' heads right now cuz I'm grouchy.

Actually, I'm usually grouchy, I'm just usually better at holding it all internal I'll get back to my usual aplomb before too long. Post seizure headaches make me throw things outward instead of inward because inside my head is all snarly with static.

 

[FarmerJamie]

You have two cats with occasional issues....that's a big challenge for me right there!!!

****ducks**** as a lemon whizzes past my head

 

[abifae]

Yeh. I do love my kitties.

hehehe. You better duck! I actually have a very good aim

I'm oddly very good at each individual part of most sports. It's doing them all together and playing with others that makes me bad at sports.

Okay. To bed with me. I don't work tomorrow so I can sleep as long as I need to!!! And hopefully it'll be sunshiny and I can get out for walkies

 

[FarmerJamie]

Have a wonderful day!!!!

Later from the Tater!

 

[Henrietta23]

Abi, can I borrow some lemons? My fellow Cub Scout leaders are not playing nice and could use a few whacks!

 

[abifae]

*looks outside at the clouds* nope. No sunny shine today.

*hands a large basket of lemons to Hen*

I just need to move to Kaeleer. I'd fit in THERE. *pouts* That would take care of my moods.

 

[abifae]

Auntie fixed it!!

We discovered I only engage to real things, and society and humans aren't real, so I cannot engage, but it really bothers me that I'm forced to interact with them to survive BECAUSE they aren't real and it throws me off balance because interacting with things I know aren't there gets me in trouble so often.

Like when I carefully avoided the van in the middle of the restaurant at which I worked. Everyone I worked with understood and took those tables for me for the two weeks it was there.

Perpetual annoyance. Forced interaction with things so lacking in reality and truth that I cannot engage them. So it's non stop overstim and flapping! And stupid belly poofing cortisol.

Maybe I can go live in a monestary. I'm buddhist. Surely they'd let me bring Amira.

 

[Denim Deb]

Wow, so I'm not real! I'm so glad to know that. That explains a lot. Or is it that I'm real, and the rest of my family isn't. That would also explain a lot. OK, now my head hurts.