glenolam's madness - April passed away

[justusnak]

Awww, I am so sorry. SHe was beautiful! At least she knew she was loved..and she had a great home..and momma!

 

[Javamama]

I'm so sorry Glen

 

[Damummis]

I'm so sorry Glen

X 10000

 

[ksalvagno]

I'm so sorry. That is just so heartbreaking. Losing my girl to a C-section, I know exactly how you feel. I know I did the best I could for my girl and I know you did the best you could for your girl.

 

[i_am2bz]

I have been following this, & am so so sorry. Prayers going out to ease your suffering; may she rest in peace.

 

[mlynd]

I'm so sorry

 

[savingdogs]

Oh! I'm so sorry, my friend.

 

[Henrietta23]

I'm so sorry it turned out this way.

 

[glenolam]

Thanks everyone. It's been a rough day that's for sure. And my family is coming over for dinner tonight

As I type this little Carl, Cara's buckling, is sitting on my lap full of his grandmother's milk that I had frozen. We're about to drive an hour away and leave him with a nice family that takes in goats, sheep, horses, etc and bottle feeds kids. They were recommended me by the woman I got my first goats from who is now a great friend of mine. She said she knows he's going to a great place where they will take care of him.

After thinking it over I just cannot bottle feed a kid right now. It's selfish of me to keep Carl because I know I'd be doing it just to hold onto Cara and not because I want him. These people will give him the love and attention he deserves, something I just can't do with my schedule.

Wow...what a loss today.

 

[Henrietta23]

Aw, that is doubly hard, but you've got a good plan there.