JUSTUSNAK...Summer coming to an end!?

[Wifezilla]

Bee, you are awesome

 

[justusnak]

Well, Its been a long time comin..I think I need a mental break! So much has gone on over the last 6 months...my mind is tired...I feel like I can't hear God anymore. So, I am taking a break for a while..I am going to try to slow down..and walk in peace...and listen. It is a very scary feeling when you feel like you have lost all contact with the "father" I feel homeless...lost...scared. So...I am going to try to concentrate on "our" relationship a little more. Just me and Him. I need to listen to what He wants me to do, I dont feel like I am on the right path anymore. They say the heart has 4 pieces....over the last 6 months...I have lost 3 of them. My son, my father, and my favorite hen. Oh, I know...most people think I am crazy for feeling this loss over a hen, however...she was more then just a barnyard hen. She was my little companion. She greeted me when I entered her coop....and she walked with me out on the lawn, and in the garden. She made me smile...and gave me great joy, just haveing her with me. Now she is gone. I buried her this afternoon. So, now...with only one piece of my heart left, I must devote it to our Father...and sit quietly, and listen..and learn..and heal. I will check in from time to time, to keep up with you all...and follow your dreams and discoveries....and wish you all well.

 

[CrimsonRose]

 

[Denim Deb]

 

[Henrietta23]

Take care of yourself!

 

[TanksHill]

I will miss you. Take care of yourself. come back soon.

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[Javamama]

Have a nice mental vacation It's good to do from time to time.

 

[Farmfresh]

You couldn't go to a better doctor! We will be missing you.

 

[ohiofarmgirl]

take care, baby! we love you!

 

[lorihadams]

Love ya babe!